Sunday, July 31, 2011

a.k.r.a.m {love u but hate u.}


i really love him..
but u know sumthing.i hate my self 4 loving him..
i dont know how i fall in love..
mybe bcoz we have been a couple for a long period..
from 2008..
im juz fourteen..now im seventeen..
we have been together for almost 4 years..
so i thing i should appreciate the time that we have been together..
he is someone that really strict n sometime is so annoying..
he also a hot temper man..sometime he being so spoiled..
he is not a romantic man..he is an iritating man..hehe
he try to be a good coax..but he never succeeded..
he also a man that addicted to car..he love to hanging out,.
and the most fovourate thing is he  love to karoake..
he like to it sambal sotong,,tomyam n nasi goreng ayam,telur mata kerbau..
milo ice,is his favourate drinks..he love to tease me..
he like to see me crying..crazy!!
he love yellow kalor..he is not so handsome..he is unperfect man..
however i still love him..if there mate,we will still together..
pray 4 us...


just 4 now.
see ya soon.
daa..


p/s dy xla handsome tara mana pun..but i still love him..
so jgn la bercinta krna paras rupa mahupun harta..
kerna ia xkan kkal abadi..

my lovely leg..

hargai la kaki anda..





di sebabkan kenakalan aq..aq terpksa tnggung kesakitan ni..
well d sbbkan kemalangan motosikal my ligament kt lutut da terkoyak..
so,,i da xbley nk kasaq2 da..
byla kasaq ckit tulang lutut i pun lari la dri tmpat asl dy..
pergg sbnarnya mmg skit pun..
cuma kontrol ckit..xtkot ckgu xbg men netball utk skola da..
then after abih lawan netball semua,i pun dpt taw yg i ni bakal ahli 
PLKN 2012..SIRI KE 9..
PERGH meloncat kegembiraan,smpai lutut i pun tergyang skali..
bqu la i sdaq,i mmg kna p check up.klaw i nk p plkn..
so i pun pjuk la mummy i,suh bwak p hospital..
da 3 kali appointment da...ada skali 2,,doktor 2 tnya,.
"awk ad dua pilihan ja..stu bhenty skan..
stu lgy.opperation.."xmungkin aq nk bhenty skan kan..
lgy2 da dpt plkn ni..so operation la jwabnya..
tkot jgak la tarikh dy clash ngn spm nnty..hope x la..
doktor 2 ckp operqtion ni belom tn2 bjaya..uuhh..
tkowt aq....so doakan aq k...


just 4 now..
see ya soon..
daaa..


p/s appointment sterusnya ialah 8.8.2011(besday kak awin aq..)
6 ary sblom bermulanya triall..

PERLU KA??

actually aq xtaw nk cita apa sgt..yg aq taw posa kali ni aq x asa apa pun..
mngkin sbb tkanan..n wat masa skunk ni aq ni sgt la tercpatnya touching..
skit2 nges..cm pa da aq tgk..huhu..perlu ka??
aq ni sbnarnya mmg la someone yg krg kasih syg..
n slalu hoping pda mmba2..so byla duk wt pelik 2,mmg nges la aq ni..
balak aq plak..style xda pasaan skit.ikt ska aty bapak dy ja nk ckap pa..
byla aq mqah ckap la"sowy syg,jgn la mqah..abg xpndai nk pjuk la."
Perlu ka?? 
HUHU..Ntah pa pa ja..
stiap kali aq study,aq cma brjaya wat 10 soalan ja..then dtg la aq pnya pmalas 2..
anak dara pa xtaw lla kan..
setiap kali aq xmaw kol mamat 2 msty x bjaya pnya...
iskkkk..Perlu ka begini??
rasnya xperlu kan..then what should i do..im stuck wif my trial.

ahhh..damm much stress..huuuu.

just 4 now..
see ya soon..
daaaa..

p/s xska bdak kecik yg annoying..nyampah..

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

I MISS THE OLD YA...

WHY R U CHANGE,U ACT LIKE U REALLY HATE ME...
MY HEART R SCREAMING..WHY SHOULD I..
I TRY TO BE A GOOD FRIEND,BUT LOOKS LIKE I FAILED..
U REALLY DISLIKE ME..
MAYBE I HAD DONE SOMETHING WRONG..
I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHAT IS IT..
AM I SO ANNOYING..
FORGIVE ME..
BUT I REALLY DIDNT LIKE U REACTION WHEN U TALK WIF ME..
CAN U BE MY OLD FWENN..
IM SO SAD...I FEEL SO HORRIBLE..
I CANT LEARN AT ALL..
WHY U DO DIS TO ME..
IF IT WAS ABOUT THE MONEY..
I PROMISE MY SELF I GOING TO PAY IT BACKK..
THIS THE REASON I SCARED TO TELL U ABOUT TTHE MONEY..
U REALLY CHANGE AFTER THE THERE U ARE HERE...
SORRY FOR EVERTHING..
U KNOW SOMETHING,I TRY TO AVOID FROM U.
BUT I CANT DO IT..IM SORRY 4 MY BAD ATTITUDE..
BUT DATS IS I AM..


P/S U R TOTALLY CHANGE GIRLS...