Damm Scared

assalamualaikum.

hai..

something that really make me cry happen today..

it seem to be that i already absent one of my studio class that i really shud not absent.

today is the first submission of my first project.

i sleep at 5 am just to finish my project that i have to submit before 9.15am today.

but i dont wake up. my roomate is in hurry with her camping preparation so she cannot manage to

wake me up. when i wake up, it already 11 oclock.. omaigod.

i cant stop myself from crying. bcoz my lecturer have told that he really hate people sent the

assignment late, even for 5minute. im so scared to death.

i still go to the class to see whether he is still there..

but im so unlucky because no one is there.. so i started to cry again..

i call the other lecturer, the part timer sir. he told me that he already home.

so i ask him how shud i sent my drawing. he say, u shud have sent it before 9.15 isnt it.

i told him that im not feeling well. thats why i cannot sent it in the morning.

he ask me to get an mc if i still want to submit this drawing on monday.

so i call my friends for help..

i want to go directly to the clinic because it already lunch hour plus today is friday. the

lunch hour is untill 3 but i left my matric card inside the room.

thank goodness my friend ride my to my hostel then sent me to clinic.

however the clinic is already close.. i cry again.

i walk to the hostel with eye full of tear. after 3 i go back to the clinic..

n im lucky to get the mc due to my gastritis problem.

now i just have to wait for monday.. i really hope everything when right.

swear to god im damm scared. wish me all the best..

for now..

see ya.. assalamualaikum.

Karma hidup

Assalamualaikum..

Tetiba ja aku rasa mcm nk bukak blog and tulis something..

Entahla.. Aku rasa mcm dunia ni x fair kadang2..

Org yang selalu berkorban utk org lain selalu dilupakan..

Apa yg aku pernah buat utk org2 yg aku syg semuanya macam gone je..

Atlast im alone..

Atlast i will be the bad guy..

Eventhough i try to do so much thing that never worth me..

It just like im giving up..

This world just make me feel worthless..

End up i will still be a fat and ugly girl that no one will ever notice..

That is me. And it will remain the same till i die..

Goodbye..

Just for now..

Bye..

Assalamualaikum

My last sem and the hardest one!!

Assalamualaikum semua..

Hehe, dah lama gila aku xpost any entry..

Actually aku bz gila dgn life kat campus aku..

Mmg xdak masa lgsung..

N alhamdulillah aku dah pass both of the requirement languange in my campas..

Arab n ofcoz English..

Bahagia gila dah lepas subject2 havoc ni..

But now aku mmg kena focuss gila kat project2 studio ni..

Aku kena score for my own good..

I really wish i can do it..

Baru first class aku dah dpt almost 20 sketches..

Serious malas gila bapak!!

Tp aku kena force diri aku jgk mcm mana pun..

Dah la duit kena pakai banyak gila siot..

Duit blanja pun dah habis..

Sadiss betul hdop aku.. huhu

Ok la.. I just want u guys to wish me all the best..

Ok. Take care..

See ya soon..

Byee..

Assalamualaikum..