life change time by time. never expected to be like this.
if only my dad was still here with us.
semester break doesnt feel right without him.
my life totaly change. full new start. how hard it were.
im changing, changing to a monster. to something i dont even know.
something that i never one to be..
crying, crying that all i can ever did..
trying so hard. fighting so bad. but i cant help myself from the anger that i've been kept
my whole life. from a good girl. from a nice sister. from a reliable daughter i've becoming
something that i myself annoyed of
to whom should i share dis? to whom should i cry out my eyes?
im all alone keep my hatred inside and its now it killing me inside.
im desperate, im stressfully to the point of dying.
i hated the fact that i hate all of them, i even hate my ownself, my life,my surrounding.
every single thing that connected to me.
ya Allah, please give the strength to go through all of this things..
Assalamualaikum
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