malas bangun sahor la..

hary ni aq mlas nk bgn sahor,sbb aq xposa..
tp aq kna bgn jgak sbb ciap kan mkanan utk bapak n adik aq..
mlaz gyla siot..aq da la skit pwot..
da SIap2 msak suma..aq  p sambung tidoq.
sebelum tdoq p gayut lu.hahah.
da r terlellap smpai xjga p skola..
huhu..slalu kowt..hahah.apa nk jdi.
trial tngai 9 ary ja..duk wat ranggi plak.
aq ni kdg2 da mlas nk pk pasai owg,pasai dqi aq pun aq mlas gak..
apa nk jdi2 la..
jnji aq bahagia sdah..
jgn kcaw idup aq da..
tdi pun pkoi 10 aq bgn tp mlaz nk kuaq blik..
baring ats katil 2 smpai koi 2 jgak kowt..
smpaila bpak aq soh aq tlg antaq dy p kdai gunting rmbut..
klaw x pasaan aq xkuaq blik aq g ni..
tadi jdi keja cary bek duit aq stu umah..xtaw p ltak mana..
aq pun pnjam la dwit adik aq lu..
blik 2 smbung la cqi...cm siot ja..ada kt lam almary baju aq..
byla aq p ltak pun aq xtaw.
isk22,,
seb bek kt umah aq..klaw x?xtaw la apa nk jdi..
heehhe..


juz 4 now
see ya soon..
daa.

p/s :semalam aq p beli kain baju kurung utk aq ngn am,
taun ni aq pakai warna hitam design warna turqoisekt am 
aq beli warna turqoise..xsabaq aq nk jmpa dy..rindu kowtt...
muahhxx <3<3

puasa pertama 2011

aq xtdo smpai koi 4 pgi..so lpas sahor tquih tdoq x engat dunia..
pnat la konon nya..
abih xjadi plan aq nk study after sahor..
iskk tquk btoi minah ni..
apa nk jdi..
trial tngai bapa ary ja lagy..
bley wat relaks ja..huhu..
aq cma arap aq dan study dlm tempoh terdkat ni..
doakan aq k..
aq tkowtt sgt..
aq kantoi paper kali ni..
aq nk tnjuk kat mak aq..
aq pun bley jgakk.
bjn anak owg len ja..
bkn nya klaw aq msuk skan..
aq x bley blajaaq..
aq xbodo la..aq cma malas ja..
aq taw aq bley..aq cma kna usaha lbey ckit ja..
nk wat cmna..xda sapa nk amik taw pasai aq..
jdi cmni la hdup aq...lintang pukang..
kelam kabut..
aq ja taw apa yg aq rasa..
tkanan jiwa yg aq hadapi..masalah yg aq tnggung..
aq ja YG TAW...BKN NYA OWG LEN..
so xpyah la nk slahkan aq..
owg nk kta aq pa..aq x kisah tapi jgn la nk cqi masalah ngn aq..
aq ni x stabil..so mood aq brubah2..
aq insan biasa,sama mcm owg len..jgn la bg
aq tkanan terlalu bykk..
yaallah permudahkan la hamba mu ini..
amin amin ya rabbal alamin..


just 4 now..
see ya soon..
daaa..

p/s tlg la jgn nk bulii owg len scara mental..ampa ingat ampa ada kumpulan,
ampa bley wat ska aty.bley wat idup owg len hancuq..ampa slah weyy..
mpa cma kuat byla ampa bersama,byla ampa sorang,ampa xkan 
sekuat hamba allah yg teraniaya,yg selalu sendiri!!!!

a.k.r.a.m {love u but hate u.}

i really love him..

but u know sumthing.i hate my self 4 loving him..

i dont know how i fall in love..

mybe bcoz we have been a couple for a long period..

from 2008..

im juz fourteen..now im seventeen..

we have been together for almost 4 years..

so i thing i should appreciate the time that we have been together..

he is someone that really strict n sometime is so annoying..

he also a hot temper man..sometime he being so spoiled..

he is not a romantic man..he is an iritating man..hehe

he try to be a good coax..but he never succeeded..

he also a man that addicted to car..he love to hanging out,.

and the most fovourate thing is he  love to karoake..

he like to it sambal sotong,,tomyam n nasi goreng ayam,telur mata kerbau..

milo ice,is his favourate drinks..he love to tease me..

he like to see me crying..crazy!!
he love yellow kalor..he is not so handsome..he is unperfect man..

however i still love him..if there mate,we will still together..

pray 4 us...


just 4 now.
see ya soon.
daa..


p/s dy xla handsome tara mana pun..but i still love him..
so jgn la bercinta krna paras rupa mahupun harta..
kerna ia xkan kkal abadi..

my lovely leg..

hargai la kaki anda..

di sebabkan kenakalan aq..aq terpksa tnggung kesakitan ni..
well d sbbkan kemalangan motosikal my ligament kt lutut da terkoyak..
so,,i da xbley nk kasaq2 da..
byla kasaq ckit tulang lutut i pun lari la dri tmpat asl dy..
pergg sbnarnya mmg skit pun..
cuma kontrol ckit..xtkot ckgu xbg men netball utk skola da..
then after abih lawan netball semua,i pun dpt taw yg i ni bakal ahli 
PLKN 2012..SIRI KE 9..
PERGH meloncat kegembiraan,smpai lutut i pun tergyang skali..
bqu la i sdaq,i mmg kna p check up.klaw i nk p plkn..
so i pun pjuk la mummy i,suh bwak p hospital..
da 3 kali appointment da...ada skali 2,,doktor 2 tnya,.
"awk ad dua pilihan ja..stu bhenty skan..
stu lgy.opperation.."xmungkin aq nk bhenty skan kan..
lgy2 da dpt plkn ni..so operation la jwabnya..
tkot jgak la tarikh dy clash ngn spm nnty..hope x la..
doktor 2 ckp operqtion ni belom tn2 bjaya..uuhh..
tkowt aq....so doakan aq k...


just 4 now..
see ya soon..
daaa..


p/s appointment sterusnya ialah 8.8.2011(besday kak awin aq..)
6 ary sblom bermulanya triall..

PERLU KA??

actually aq xtaw nk cita apa sgt..yg aq taw posa kali ni aq x asa apa pun..

mngkin sbb tkanan..n wat masa skunk ni aq ni sgt la tercpatnya touching..

skit2 nges..cm pa da aq tgk..huhu..perlu ka??

aq ni sbnarnya mmg la someone yg krg kasih syg..

n slalu hoping pda mmba2..so byla duk wt pelik 2,mmg nges la aq ni..

balak aq plak..style xda pasaan skit.ikt ska aty bapak dy ja nk ckap pa..

byla aq mqah ckap la"sowy syg,jgn la mqah..abg xpndai nk pjuk la."

Perlu ka?? 

HUHU..Ntah pa pa ja..

stiap kali aq study,aq cma brjaya wat 10 soalan ja..then dtg la aq pnya pmalas 2..

anak dara pa xtaw lla kan..

setiap kali aq xmaw kol mamat 2 msty x bjaya pnya...
iskkkk..Perlu ka begini??

rasnya xperlu kan..then what should i do..im stuck wif my trial.

ahhh..damm much stress..huuuu.

just 4 now..

see ya soon..

daaaa..

p/s xska bdak kecik yg annoying..nyampah..

I MISS THE OLD YA...

WHY R U CHANGE,U ACT LIKE U REALLY HATE ME...
MY HEART R SCREAMING..WHY SHOULD I..
I TRY TO BE A GOOD FRIEND,BUT LOOKS LIKE I FAILED..
U REALLY DISLIKE ME..
MAYBE I HAD DONE SOMETHING WRONG..
I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHAT IS IT..
AM I SO ANNOYING..
FORGIVE ME..
BUT I REALLY DIDNT LIKE U REACTION WHEN U TALK WIF ME..
CAN U BE MY OLD FWENN..
IM SO SAD...I FEEL SO HORRIBLE..
I CANT LEARN AT ALL..
WHY U DO DIS TO ME..
IF IT WAS ABOUT THE MONEY..
I PROMISE MY SELF I GOING TO PAY IT BACKK..
THIS THE REASON I SCARED TO TELL U ABOUT TTHE MONEY..
U REALLY CHANGE AFTER THE THERE U ARE HERE...
SORRY FOR EVERTHING..
U KNOW SOMETHING,I TRY TO AVOID FROM U.
BUT I CANT DO IT..IM SORRY 4 MY BAD ATTITUDE..
BUT DATS IS I AM..


P/S U R TOTALLY CHANGE GIRLS...

thanks guys..

seronok rasa dssihkan..biaqla..
thanks kengkawamn..
aq tarharu..
da nasib kowtt..slalu kna..
pasaipa la aq ponteng skolah smata2
sbb menda yg begok ni..
kan da miss byk klas..
da ar result suma cekang2 kan..
apa bley wat..xda kawan..
pnat nges da...
tingai 6 blan ja umy..sabaq la darling..
aq dgn azam bqu la..
biaq apa nk jdi..
pk pasal ko ckup..
xya serabut pala da...

p/s thanks kawan..
aq ingat aq ni kwn bek unk..
tp aq salah..aq taw unk xkan
pnah mtk maap,sbb aq xpnting pun
utk unk..unk ada kwn bek unk sndqi..
aq x wujud pun xjdy msalah..

just 4 now..
see ya soon..
dada