HE LEAVE US.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE LEAVE ME FOREVER.

16 OCTOBER 2015
3.00AM
I GOT A TEXT AND MESSAGE FROM MY SIBLING WHICH SAID THAT MY DAD IS SICK AND HE IS ADMITTED IN THE RED ZONE UNCONSCIOUS

WE NEVER KNOW

assalamualaikum.

first sekali nak ucap selamat menyambut maal hijrah.

then baru nak start. ok. dua minggu ni mmg kind of my worse week ever.

banyak gila benda jadi wyh.

first sekali my dad kena masuk hospital sebab minor stroke. tapi alhamdulillah sekarang da much

better. next is me, sebab lutut aku sakit sangat. aku g la klinik check. ya Allah serious doctor tu

buat aku down gila weh. dy cakap aku kena pencen da sport. no jog, no hiking. no sport.

dy soh aku tukaq swimming. ya Allah menages aku weyh. aku nampak ja kuat. tapi aku x pun.

netball tu passion aq kot. cmna aku nak stop weyh. pastu dia kata aku mmg akan gain weigh.

OMG. benda yang paling aku xsuka dengar weyh. emm sedih weyh. rasa cm sia2 ja effort aq selama

ni. orang xpaham aku weyh. orang xkan paham. sebab diorg bkn kat situation aq. aq yg go through

all of this thing. tapi aku sedar apa yg aku buat ni lalui ni. kalau org dengar pun org akan annoying

ngn aq. mesti org pk aq obsess nak kurus kan. emm.

n the third thing dat happen to me is about my study. aq xrasa nak cerita specific. tapi bnda ni mmg

buat aq down gila sebenarnya. orang yang tahu ja akan paham apa yg aku tgh go through weyh. i just

hope everything will be  fine.. YA ALLAH tlg la aku YA ALLAH. aku xtaw nak buat apa da. mati

kutu. rasa bodoh gila diri ni..

ok lah. untill now ja dulu. when i have free time.

aq update lagi. take care guys.

staystrong everyone. everything must happen for reason.

love u guys.

from umyishak.

ITS OKAY NOT TO BE OKAY.

ARCHITECTURE LIFE

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

HAI EVERYONE.

THE TIME NOW IS 8.44AM
AKU BARU JE BALIK DARI STUDIO SUBMIT ASSIGNMENT AKU.
YUP!! XTIDO LAGI DARI SEMALAM. BUT ITS KIND OF NORMAL ANYWAY.
BIASALAH ARCHITECTURE STUDENT KN.

HIDUP ARCHITECTURE STUDENT MMG LAIN SIKIT.
WE HAVE BOTH THEORY AND PRACTICAL.
MASA ORG LAIN BUSY G KELAS JA..
KORANG DA BUSY DENGAN SEGALA BAGAI PROJECT TAMBAH PULAK NGN SUBMISSION ASSIGNMENT SUBJECT THEORY. PERGHH PADAT SIAK..
TAPI SATU YG BESTNYA PASAI BUDAK ARCHI NI.. DIORANG NYA UKHWAH ANTARA SATU SAMA LAIN TU AGAK RAPAT LA WEYH.. KADANG TU LAGI RAPAT NGN ROMMIE KORANG. YELAH SEGALA MACAM KELAS DAH SAMA. PASTU WEEKEND NGN AFTER OFFICE HOURS SEMUA TEPERUK KAT STUDIO JE.
MANA XJADI RAPAT. ASYIK MENGADAP MUKA DIORANG JA.. HAHA
CARI LAH SORG PARTNER YANG KORANG MMG LEY BETUL2 GO.. ATLEAST SORANG AH..
KALAU BANYAK.. MMG LAGI BAGUS LA.  USUALLY BILA ADA SUBMISSION UNTUK PROJECT KORANG TU. EVEN KORANG ADA MASA SMINGGU NAK SIAPKAN OR KORANG MMG BOLEH SIAPKAN WITHIN ONE DAY TAPI PERCAYA LA. ONE DAY BEFORE SUBMISSION DAY TU BARU KORANG AKAN START BUAT. HAHAH.
XELOK SEBENARNYA, TAPI TULAH LUMRAH BUDAK ARCHI. SUKA STAY UP XTENTU PASAL.  HAHAH.
AKU PUN SALAH SORANG DARINYALAH. HEHEHE. TAPI AKU XKESAH SNGT. SBB AKU MMG INSOMNIA. XDAK PROJECT PUN MMG 3,4 PAGI BARU TIDOQ..
 SO MCM XKESAH SNGAT.
TAPI MALAS AKU TU YANG SUSAH SANGAT NAK BUANG DOE!!
HUH. NAMPK KATIL NAK BARING MEREPUT JA.. XNK BUAT APA DA.
SEBENARNYA ADA BENDA AKU NAK CITA.
TAPI SEBABB MY BRAIN KIND OF TAK CUKUP FRESH. HEHEH.
SO NANTI2 LA. SOAL HATI NI SUSAH NAK CERITA KALAU MOOD TGH HYPER. X MELAYAN NANTI WEYH..

OKLAH NEED TO GO. NEXT TIME AKU MERAPU MEREBEN LAGI..
NAK KELUAR NGN MEMBA AKU. KENA TEMAN DIA KELUAR.
KALAU IKOT AKU MEMANG NAK TIDO JA SMPAI ESOK SBB HARINI KAN CUTI. SBB  JEREBU. EHHE..

OK. SEEE YAA.
ASSALAMUALAIKUM. ;))

CHANGING.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM EVERYONE,

SERIOUSLY ITS HAVE BEEN SO LONG.
DAH BERSARANG BERHABUK SEMUA JENIS BENDA DAH ADA KAT SINI.
ANYWAY SEBENARNYA I WANT TO START EVERYTHING AGAIN.
BLOG NI CAM CHILDISH GILA. HAHA.
BILA AKU BACA SEMUA POST YANG LEPAS. CAM NAK GELAK GULING2.
HAHAH. BUT BENDA TU SEMUA KENANGAN KAN.
HOW CAN I BE SO FUNNY BY WRITTEN ALL OF THAT STUFF.
HOW CARES. ITS MEMORY. NAK DELETE BUAT APA.

SO STARTING FROM TODAY, ITS KIND OF A NEW GIRL TAKING CARE OF THIS BLOG.
MALAS NAK BUAT BLOG BARU. LECEH LA..


TODAY IS 27 SEPTEMBER 2015, 12.39AM.
MY NAME IS UMY ISHAK, IM 21 YEARS 1 MONTH AN 11DAYS HAVE BEEN IN THIS WORLD.

Damm Scared

assalamualaikum.

hai..

something that really make me cry happen today..

it seem to be that i already absent one of my studio class that i really shud not absent.

today is the first submission of my first project.

i sleep at 5 am just to finish my project that i have to submit before 9.15am today.

but i dont wake up. my roomate is in hurry with her camping preparation so she cannot manage to

wake me up. when i wake up, it already 11 oclock.. omaigod.

i cant stop myself from crying. bcoz my lecturer have told that he really hate people sent the

assignment late, even for 5minute. im so scared to death.

i still go to the class to see whether he is still there..

but im so unlucky because no one is there.. so i started to cry again..

i call the other lecturer, the part timer sir. he told me that he already home.

so i ask him how shud i sent my drawing. he say, u shud have sent it before 9.15 isnt it.

i told him that im not feeling well. thats why i cannot sent it in the morning.

he ask me to get an mc if i still want to submit this drawing on monday.

so i call my friends for help..

i want to go directly to the clinic because it already lunch hour plus today is friday. the

lunch hour is untill 3 but i left my matric card inside the room.

thank goodness my friend ride my to my hostel then sent me to clinic.

however the clinic is already close.. i cry again.

i walk to the hostel with eye full of tear. after 3 i go back to the clinic..

n im lucky to get the mc due to my gastritis problem.

now i just have to wait for monday.. i really hope everything when right.

swear to god im damm scared. wish me all the best..

for now..

see ya.. assalamualaikum.

Karma hidup

Assalamualaikum..

Tetiba ja aku rasa mcm nk bukak blog and tulis something..

Entahla.. Aku rasa mcm dunia ni x fair kadang2..

Org yang selalu berkorban utk org lain selalu dilupakan..

Apa yg aku pernah buat utk org2 yg aku syg semuanya macam gone je..

Atlast im alone..

Atlast i will be the bad guy..

Eventhough i try to do so much thing that never worth me..

It just like im giving up..

This world just make me feel worthless..

End up i will still be a fat and ugly girl that no one will ever notice..

That is me. And it will remain the same till i die..

Goodbye..

Just for now..

Bye..

Assalamualaikum